Time is not a bandit

When you're young and healthy you feel immortal, like nothing could destroy you. If you manage to live without any near-death situations, time itself and the ravages of it force you to face death no matter how healthy you might be. You start to know in your bones life is not forever. With that acceptance comes a strange peace of mind. It's probably all about hormones but i hope a little bit of that feeling is from making an effort toward deeper understanding. That hasn't stopped me from some major fuck-ups along the way but at least i'm not feeling time is wasted...so far...