to liquidate or dehydrate?

totally saturated and perfectly straight. alcoholic deviation is a total waste of calories. it just doesnt work! i envy you folks who have those wierd named drugs... xanadu and pro-exact?... i just would like to have some old fashioned mary jew wanna or acapulco gold! damn! when i miss him so bad i i only have that damn evil liquid for numb ness...its numbing alright but dehydrating as well, a real concern for middle age, you wanna hang on to every bit of moisture you can muster! oh well, i just keep thinking, not much longer now babe, not much longer now...