protect and serve part 2

dearest zeyad, you are just a kid, but you have seen hell, you have lived through it like so many of us can never understand... no matter how much we think we do, we just cant. we live in houses with 24 hour current and water... the toilet flushes every time we command our turds away... we dont worry about death threats and kidnapping at the drop of a name, we close our eyes at night and sleep with angels, not the the threat of thugs and fundy radicals... prayers do no good to a god who inflicts suffering as a matter of course. no matter how much we try to accept suffering as our lot, our key to 'heaven'... dear god when do some of us get a fucking breather???