death by emotional annihilation

where do you start when the finish line is unreachable? my sister-in-law dies alone in a hotel room in athens... shit... she was so happy last week and looking forward to the trip... m's unit is fucked. working double shift duty and looking at dreary dirty camp doha as a demobe locale... he would rather stay in baghdad. he cant say it but i can... george bush and his 'axis of evil' gang have turned our beloved country into a cauldron of hate and fear. either you hate or you fear... either you attack democrats or you hide in your bedroom with 170 channels of mindless satellite tv. well, georgy peorgy... read the writing on the porta-potty wall in camp victory... they hate your fucking ass!!!!!