waiting

well, i sit here waiting. he buzzed my phone, and a couple painfully short e-mails... that hit or miss thing again. the office pc has yahoo.. well yahoo uncle sam! get your shit together and pay the fucking internet bill! he has mission duty for some puke on leave??? oh god...oh geez... "dont worry babe"... oh honey, how can i not??? have faith, trust in a higher power... you are not in charge anyway, so get off your high horse and stop thinking you are!!! sean is out...lucky bastard! but man thanks for playing a part, you came through for us when things were so bleak. the karmakismet of you finding m was a real morale booster! thanks you big tatooed angel!!! anyway... i have a feeling...if m gets out before feb. i wont make it till the end of this contract. i would chew my own arm off to get to him! no trap can bind me, nothing will ever separate us again until the sweep of the grim reaper's sythe cuts us down...