karma

after a day on the boat and a day of long overdo domestic hypermulti-tasking, i take a break here to unwind. isnt that what this is all about anyway? g. in bahdad finally posted! and what a beautiful post.. the uday lounge....god.... what KINDA corrupt fuckers are running the shows while we the peons take the fucking raspberries and rotten tomatoes? i give praise to the cyber god! praise be its almighty power to change the world! informed people of the world unite! i'm on a roll here, where can we take it and how do we organize it? blogs.... but shelf that for a while, i came in here to unwind...that seems impossible though on that very real very intense high you get from feeling like you are REALLY alive every second. D. and i have talked a lot about that. you cant fight it, you would be fool to anyway. that cutting edge of the warrior spirit that compells you to act. sometime you almost feel like a bystander to a mission of karma that must be played out. i have lotsa bad case scenerios in my mind but i cant let them stop me. the one i worry about the most is DU dust. but if that be the case then so be it. karma... god, this is not unwinding at all! this is like screwing the screw in just a little too tight....ouch! but i am blessed to know who is turning the screwdriver. give it all honey, give it all...